This week is titled: HOLY FREAKING HECK THIS WEEKEND WAS
LOCO!!!!!!!!
Yeah I know, I set it up right? But
this weekend was just stinking crazy!!
So on Friday, it was awful. I really
hated Friday to be honest. I really was just angry with Elder Galvez, our
investigators and the fact that we were dropping a lot of people and we didn't
have very many more investigators. That night I felt very alone. I went into
our living room right before bed and honestly just cried for about 10 minutes.
I asked the Lord if he actually cared about me and that if he could show me
that he was there, that he really was watching over his missionaries and that I
could feel his love. When I didn't feel the comfort that I was expecting, I
cried even harder.
Saturday, started off with me feeling very inadequate and feeling like I'm never going to be the missionary that I had expected myself to be, to learn this language or to even function here as a missionary. Eventually Elder Galvez decided that we just needed to get out of the apartment and go work to calm down and to fill the baptismal font for the baptism of Luis.
That night around 5:30 pm we went
over to Familia M's. President Wolfert had texted us a few days before
saying that maybe it was time to move on from them since they'd dropped two baptismal
dates and that we weren't going to "beg them to be baptized". So we
went over with a team up named Hermano Castaneda (Cast an yeh da) for the drop
talk. When we got there they were a little sad. A, who's developed a crush on Elder Galvez
which he totally he brought upon himself because he texts her very often, was
very upset and walked away. But then something happened--Hermano Castaneda
began to teach about acting on our faith and not expecting something huge to
happen to make us want to change. After he finished talking Y asked
if V, her daughter, and my favorite in the M family, was ready to be baptized.
We said yes and asked V, age 11, the baptismal interview questions. She
answered perfectly. Then Y asked if she and V could be baptized to
which we responded YES!!! She asked how soon she could be baptized to which
Elder Galvez responded, "tomorrow" and she agreed. We had the baptism
of Luis that night and after we had the interviews for Y and V.
They both passed perfectly.
Sunday after church, we had the
baptism. V asked me if I could be the one to baptize her and I was so happy
to do so! Right before we went into the font she asked if we could practice
real fast. I showed her where her hands would go on mine and then I practiced
what I was going to say. As I said the baptismal words I looked into V's
eyes and what I saw was just the pure love of God. I saw how much the Lord
loves her and how wonderful this moment was. She began to cry and so did I. I
said her name wrong though hahahaha and after we asked President Marcos the
Branch President if we needed to do it again and he said, "The Lord knows who
was baptized. We don't need to do it again Elders."
Mom, Dad, family and everyone else
who reads this--the Lord is there. The Lord knows us personally, and loves
every one of us here on this earth. The lord showed me personally, that he
listens to me, and loves me. I know that with every fiber of my being and I
cannot deny. I love this gospel so much and I love that I have the chance to
spread it.
Today however, I'm a little nervous.
We got a call from president at 9:40 am and he told us that Elder Galvez is
going to be the new Zone Leader in the Athens Zone. I was so excited for him.
He's an amazing missionary and will be an amazing Zone Leader. Then president
asked to speak with me and I got scared. I'm going to be the new District
Leader replacing Elder Galvez. They're splitting our zone in half since theres
50 missionaries here and that's just too many. My district will have me and my
new companion, Elder Mayo, Elder Amaro, Elder Thomas and the other Spanish
speaking Elders in our branch right now. The district will also include two
sets of sisters in the Johns Creek area. I am nervous. I've been out here 3
months!!!!! I don't even know this language and now I have to be the District Leader
for 8 missionaries!?!?! I told president that I'm not sure if I’m ready for
that and he gave me some comforting words. I'm not exactly sure what's going to
happen or if I can really do this. But if the lord thinks I can, I will do my
best.
Mom thank you for everything that
you've given me! I think about you and Dad constantly every time we
go on a team-up with a member of the ward. I know that you're working hard but
maybe give some other members a chance!!! Hahahaha. I am just kidding. I love
you all so much. I'm so happy to hear that the family is going to be
together for Thanksgiving! I wasn't expecting Bailey & Bobby, Madison
& Cameron to come out! I'm really happy that you've got everyone there!
Your Amazing Rodabough Challenge Race sounds really fun actually! I
love that idea! For Christmas I wrote down a list, but then I forgot
to bring it with me.... Lo siento madre, discupeme. (Sorry
mom, forgive me) This next week I can send you my Christmas gift.
Mostly I just want some reasonable things. I won't ask for Nerf guns, but
I really thought about it!! I think this is our address.....105 Tree
Corners Parkway, Norcross, GA, but I really think you might want to wait till
next week to have me confirm that. You can look it up on google maps. It should
be called the Domain apartments at the intersection of Holcomb Bridge and Jimmy
Carter. You can type all that in and just see if that's it. We know it is Apartment
105 though hahaha
I'm sad to hear that Grandpa
isn't feeling good.... :( I hope that he
can get better and have some miracles happen. I pray about him and I
hope that everything ends up alright. Love you so much Mom, Dad, Bailey &
Bobby, Madison & Cameron, Nick, Heidi & Oliver, Addison & Claire,
Grandma & Grandpa, Lil & Randy, Gorhams, Gunns and McClellans!!! Have a Happy Thanksgiving or a Dia de
Gracias!!!
Elder Rodabough, the second
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